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Yazmak dedi\u011fin \u015fey \u00f6yle s\u00fcsl\u00fc p\u00fcsl\u00fc c\u00fcmleler kurmak de\u011fildir asl\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne varsa i\u00e7inde, ne dolup ta\u015fm\u0131\u015fsa y\u00fcre\u011finde, onu oldu\u011fu gibi d\u00f6kebilmektir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan bazen anlatamaz kendini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bo\u011faz\u0131na d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenir kelimeler, diline gelmez duygular. \u0130\u00e7inde bir \u015feyler birikir, a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r\u2026 \u0130\u015fte o anlarda kalem devreye girer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yazmak, insan\u0131n kendi kendine konu\u015fmas\u0131d\u0131r biraz da. Kimseye anlatamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da f\u0131s\u0131ldamas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz insano\u011flu tuhaf\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kendi i\u00e7imizde koca bir d\u00fcnya ta\u015f\u0131r\u0131z da d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakmay\u0131z bile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hep bir yerlere yeti\u015fme derdi, hep bir \u015feyleri ka\u00e7\u0131rma korkusu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ko\u015fturur dururuz. Ama en \u00e7ok da kendimizi ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r\u0131z bu hayatta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oysa yazd\u0131k\u00e7a insan kendine yakla\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir c\u00fcmle kurars\u0131n, sonra bir tane daha\u2026 Derken fark etmeden i\u00e7ine do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flars\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kayboldum san\u0131rs\u0131n ama asl\u0131nda ilk defa kendini bulursun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat dedi\u011fin de \u00f6yle uzun uzun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye f\u0131rsat vermiyor \u00e7o\u011fu zaman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir bakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n g\u00fcnler ge\u00e7mi\u015f, y\u0131llar devrilmi\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elinde ne kendinden bir iz kalm\u0131\u015f ne de i\u00e7inden bir ses. Sanki ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n ama kendine hi\u00e7 u\u011framam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n gibi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazmak i\u015fte buna kar\u015f\u0131 bir direni\u015f biraz da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBen buradayd\u0131m\u201d demenin en sessiz hali. Bir iz b\u0131rakmak, kendine \u015fahit olmak\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan do\u011farken bombo\u015f bir sayfa gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zamanla dolduruluyor o sayfa; aile, \u00e7evre, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama bir yerde sormak gerekiyor: Bu yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131n ne kadar\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten benim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belki de yazmak bu y\u00fczden k\u0131ymetli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan yazarken ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil, kendini dinler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n de\u011fil, i\u00e7inin sesini duyar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda \u015funu anlar:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazmak sadece kelime dizmek de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazmak\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n kendine varmas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her \u015fey g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcze g\u00f6re olsun..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yazmak dedi\u011fin \u015fey \u00f6yle s\u00fcsl\u00fc p\u00fcsl\u00fc c\u00fcmleler kurmak de\u011fildir asl\u0131nda. Ne varsa i\u00e7inde, ne dolup ta\u015fm\u0131\u015fsa y\u00fcre\u011finde, onu oldu\u011fu gibi d\u00f6kebilmektir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da. \u0130nsan bazen anlatamaz [more…]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":32362,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32535","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-gundem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32535","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32535"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32535\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32536,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32535\/revisions\/32536"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/32362"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32535"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32535"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32535"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}