Bazen durup d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. \u00d6yle k\u0131sa k\u0131sa de\u011fil\u2026
Uzun uzun. Sessizce.
Kimsenin duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ama insan\u0131n i\u00e7ini en \u00e7ok g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcye bo\u011fan o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle ba\u015f ba\u015fa kal\u0131yorum.
Kendi kendime soruyorum:
Bu evrende ben neyim? Bir nokta m\u0131? Bir tesad\u00fcf m\u00fc?
Yoksa evrenin kendini anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir par\u00e7as\u0131 m\u0131?
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e fark ediyorum ki insan, sadece ya\u015fayan bir varl\u0131k de\u011fil.
Ayn\u0131 zamanda sorgulayan bir varl\u0131k.
Bazen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimin i\u00e7inde kayboluyorum. Sanki g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen bir kara deli\u011fin i\u00e7indeymi\u015fim gibi\u2026
Bazen bo\u011fuluyorum o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerde, bazen de yeniden do\u011fmu\u015f gibi kendimi buluyorum.
Ama ilgin\u00e7 olan \u015fu:
Her cevap, beraberinde yeni bir soru getiriyor.
Belki de insan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck y\u00fck\u00fc budur.
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek.
Tarih boyunca \u201cd\u00e2hi\u201d dedi\u011fimiz insanlar, di\u011ferlerinden farkl\u0131 olarak daha \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnenlerdi.
Yorulmadan, b\u0131kmadan, vazge\u00e7meden arayanlard\u0131. Onlar evreni de\u011fi\u015ftirmeden \u00f6nce, kendi zihinlerinin s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015ft\u0131lar.
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131n ger\u00e7ek s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 bedeni de\u011fil, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesidir.
Bug\u00fcn \u00e7o\u011fumuz g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yoruz ama ger\u00e7ekten g\u00f6rm\u00fcyoruz.
Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 izliyoruz ama hissetmiyoruz. Oysa belki de evren, kendini bizim g\u00f6zlerimizle izliyor.
Ve insan bazen \u015fu sorunun a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kal\u0131yor:
Evrenin i\u00e7inde mi ya\u015f\u0131yorum, yoksa evren mi benim i\u00e7imde ya\u015f\u0131yor?
Belki de insan olmak, bu soruyu sormaya cesaret edebilmektir.
Ve belki de as\u0131l mesele cevaplar\u0131 bulmak de\u011fil\u2026
Sorular\u0131 kaybetmemektir.
Kal\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131cakla..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bazen durup d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. \u00d6yle k\u0131sa k\u0131sa de\u011fil\u2026Uzun uzun. Sessizce.Kimsenin duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ama insan\u0131n i\u00e7ini en \u00e7ok g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcye bo\u011fan o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle ba\u015f ba\u015fa kal\u0131yorum.Kendi kendime soruyorum:Bu evrende [more…]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":31638,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32095","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-gundem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32095","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32095"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32095\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32096,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32095\/revisions\/32096"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/31638"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32095"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32095"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32095"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}