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<\/figure>\n\n\n\nBabam ve meslekte hocam Gazeteci\/Yazar A. Naci Gelendost\u2019u o g\u00fcn topra\u011fa vermi\u015ftik..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ok de\u011fil aradan hen\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7memi\u015fti ki yine bir 14 \u015eubat D\u00fcnya sevgililer g\u00fcn\u00fc geldi \u00e7att\u0131, bu kez de \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim can\u0131m, kan\u0131m g\u00f6bek ba\u011f\u0131m sevgili karde\u015fim Bar\u0131\u015f Gelendost\u2019u 14 \u015eubat 1997 y\u0131l\u0131nda ald\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc \u015eubat ay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gel de sev \u015eubat\u2019\u0131. .Gel de sen \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bir ays\u0131n de gitsin\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ailece \u015eubat ay\u0131n\u0131n sendromunu atmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken bu kez 2019 y\u0131l\u0131na geliverdik, yine yapt\u0131 yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bizim c\u00fcce \u015eubat..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tarihlerin 1 \u015eubat 2019\u2019u g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi g\u00fcn yine can\u0131m\u0131z ci\u011ferimiz, y\u00fcre\u011fimizin sultan\u0131 mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc devimizi anam\u0131z\u0131 verdik topra\u011fa..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte; onun i\u00e7indir ki 1994 y\u0131l\u0131ndan bu yana sevemedim gitti \u015eubat ay\u0131n\u0131..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanan, hi\u00e7 \u00f6lmeyecek gibi ya\u015fayan fakat g\u00fcn geldi\u011finde, vakit tamamland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gidece\u011fimize inanan yani \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz bir ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funu bilen bir kul olarak ger\u00e7ek anlamda isyan etmiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130syan etmiyorum fakat neden t\u00fcm sevdiklerimi \u015eubat ay\u0131nda kaybetti\u011fimi sorguluyor, onun i\u00e7inde \u015eubat ay\u0131ndan nefret ediyorum..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eubat ay\u0131 gelmeden ba\u015fl\u0131yor bende bu ay\u0131n sendromu ve endi\u015fesi..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acabalar kurcal\u0131yor kafam\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yine bir yang\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fecekmi\u015f, hissi do\u011fuyor bencileyin y\u00fcre\u011fime..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra diyorum ki kendi kendime\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcme inan\u0131yorsan, \u015eubat ay\u0131n\u0131n da bir kerameti ve g\u00fczelli\u011fi vard\u0131r\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn diye telkin ediyorum kendi kendimi..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6yle ye; \u00f6l\u00fcme inanan insanlar\u0131n. \u0130llaki sevdiklerini topra\u011fa verdi\u011fi g\u00fcn\u00fcn ayn\u0131 aya gelmesinde de bir Allah l\u00fctfu vard\u0131r tesellisine giriyor y\u00fcre\u011fim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yine geldi \u00e7att\u0131 \u015eubat ay\u0131..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yine y\u00fcre\u011fim yang\u0131n yeri.. Yine apayr\u0131 duygularla \u00f6zlem y\u00fckl\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n sevdiklerini kaybetmesi hayat\u0131n do\u011fal yap\u0131s\u0131.. Fakat her birinin ayn\u0131 ayda ebediyete g\u00f6\u00e7 etmesi anlat\u0131lmas\u0131 \u00e7ok zor bir duygu..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Geldi \u00e7att\u0131 \u015eubat ay\u0131.. Gelmez olayd\u0131n diyece\u011fim ama ya\u015f\u0131yor olman\u0131n verdi\u011fi \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrle elimde de\u011fil ki takvim yapraklar\u0131ndan silip atam\u0131yorum \u015eubat ay\u0131n\u0131 bir kalemde..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc devim.. Can\u0131m ci\u011ferim anam\u0131.. Bana ya\u015fama g\u00fcc\u00fc veren kalem tutmay\u0131, hayat m\u00fccadelesini \u00f6\u011freten babama..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta topra\u011fa verdi\u011fimiz karde\u015fim Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019a Allahtan bir kez daha rahmet diliyor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mek\u00e2nlar\u0131n\u0131n cennet olmas\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcce Rabbimden diliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haydi, kal\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131cakla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her \u015fey y\u00fcre\u011finize g\u00f6re olsun..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ya\u015fam\u0131m boyunca aylar aras\u0131nda hi\u00e7 ay\u0131r\u0131m yapmad\u0131m, her ay\u0131n benim i\u00e7in anlam\u0131 ve g\u00fczelli\u011fi bir ba\u015fkayd\u0131.. Taakii 14 \u015eubat 1994 y\u0131l\u0131na gelene dek..14 \u015eubat 1994 [more…]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":31382,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31686","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-gundem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31686","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31686"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31686\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31688,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31686\/revisions\/31688"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/31382"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31686"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31686"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31686"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}