<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Selamlar g\u00f6nl\u00fc g\u00fczel dostlar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen durup d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum: Biz ne ara bu kadar kalabal\u0131k olup da bu kadar yaln\u0131z olduk?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eskiden apartman kap\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nca \u201cKim o?\u201d demeden a\u00e7ard\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdi kap\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nca \u00f6nce kalp h\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z art\u0131yor, sonra perde aralan\u0131yor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sanki ev de\u011fil de banka kasas\u0131 koruyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Beton y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat dedi\u011fin zaten h\u0131zl\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama biz h\u0131zland\u0131k\u00e7a bir \u015feyi kaybettik: Birbirimizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yan kom\u015funun ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cA\u00e7 m\u0131, tok mu, hastas\u0131 var m\u0131?\u201d hi\u00e7 sormuyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama bak\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben mesela evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p girerken apartmandaki elektrik-su-do\u011falgaz saatlerine g\u00f6z\u00fcm tak\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kesilmi\u015f mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Borcundan dolay\u0131 m\u0131 kesilmi\u015f?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oradan yola \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131m\u2026 \u201cAcaba maddi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 i\u00e7inde mi?\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hani bazen bir faturan\u0131n kesilmesi bile insan\u0131n hayat\u0131ndaki en sessiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kt\u0131r ya\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kimse duymaz ama evin i\u00e7i buz gibi kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz b\u00f6yle i\u015fte\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yan yana ya\u015f\u0131yoruz ama birbirimizin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7o\u011fu zaman ancak \u201csaatten\u201d anl\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama bir bak\u0131yorsun\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6b\u00fcr ucundaki bir ac\u0131ya g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz doluyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00f6t\u00fc m\u00fc? Hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aksine\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel bir \u015fey bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama i\u015fte insan\u0131n akl\u0131na tak\u0131l\u0131yor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir t\u0131k \u00f6tedeki kom\u015fuya k\u00f6r, bin kilometre \u00f6tedeki ac\u0131ya a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 duyarl\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu nas\u0131l bir h\u00e2l?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yak\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce sorumluluk ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uzak olunca \u201czaten bir \u015fey yapamam\u201d bahanesi devreye girer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan bazen i\u00e7inden \u015f\u00f6yle ge\u00e7iriyor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAz \u00f6tedekini g\u00f6r\u00fcrsem yard\u0131m etmek zorunda kal\u0131r\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama uzaktaki zaten uzakta\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne yapabilirim ki?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra da i\u015fin en kolay k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yoruz:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vicdan rahatlatma\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir \u00fcz\u00fclme\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir payla\u015fma\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir \u201cah vah\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hepsi bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz kom\u015fuyu g\u00f6rm\u00fcyoruz\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama sosyal medyada \u201c\u0130nsanl\u0131k \u00f6ld\u00fc.\u201d diye payla\u015f\u0131p duruyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hatta o kadar \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyoruz ki; \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bile foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekip payla\u015facak seviyeye geldik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Duygular\u0131m\u0131z bile art\u0131k \u201chik\u00e2ye\u201d oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eskiden iyilik sessiz olurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdi iyilik\u2026 Biraz ba\u011f\u0131rarak yap\u0131l\u0131yor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBak ben yapt\u0131m ha!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cG\u00f6r\u00fcn bunu!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hatta bazen insan\u0131n i\u00e7inden diyesi geliyor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u0130yili\u011fin alt\u0131na yorumlar a\u00e7\u0131k m\u0131 abla?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yanl\u0131\u015f anlamay\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131na kay\u0131ts\u0131z kalmak insan\u0131 ta\u015f yapar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama sadece oraya bak\u0131p dibimizi unutmak da ba\u015fka bir ta\u015fla\u015fma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mesela\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir apartmanda ayn\u0131 merdiveni \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ayn\u0131 asans\u00f6re biniyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ayn\u0131 duvarlar\u0131n i\u00e7indeyiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama birbirimize gelince\u2026 Sanki herkes \u201cg\u00f6rmezden gelme\u201d yar\u0131\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asans\u00f6rde g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelmemek i\u00e7in tavana bak\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n.\u201d demek zor geliyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O iki kelime sanki krediyle sat\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Halbuki; insan\u0131n bazen tek ihtiyac\u0131 \u015fudur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir selam..Bir h\u00e2l hat\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir \u201cnas\u0131ls\u0131n?\u201d..Bir de \u201cbir \u015feye ihtiyac\u0131n var m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama biz bunu unutmu\u015fuz..\u015eimdi de\u011ferlerimiz de\u011fi\u015fti mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De\u011fi\u015fti. Hem de \u00f6yle b\u00f6yle de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Baz\u0131 de\u011ferlerimizi kaybetmedik; resmen sessize ald\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vicdan var\u2026 Ama titre\u015fimde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Merhamet var\u2026 Ama bataryas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kom\u015fuluk var\u2026 Ama g\u00fcncelleme bekliyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve en ac\u0131s\u0131 \u015fu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen i\u00e7imizden iyilik yapmak geliyor ama\u2026 \u201cMillet ne der?\u201d korkusu ge\u00e7iyor \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bak\u0131n, acayip bir \u00e7a\u011fday\u0131z:..\u0130yilik yap\u0131nca bile \u00e7ekiniyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcnce\u2026 Al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan\u0131 bu bitiriyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir de \u015fu var\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz ac\u0131ya \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyoruz ya\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen ger\u00e7ekten \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen de sadece \u201c\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f gibi\u201d yap\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00f6steri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hatta \u00fcz\u00fclmek bile performans:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dcz\u00fcl.. Payla\u015f..Etkile\u015fim al..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte burada korkuyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc duygular\u0131m\u0131z bile sahneye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca, i\u00e7imiz bo\u015fal\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O y\u00fczden soruyorum dostlar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz de\u011ferlerimizi kaybetmedik belki\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama \u00fczerini tozland\u0131rd\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hadi gelin\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne bile olsa\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Telefonu biraz b\u0131rakal\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir kap\u0131 \u00e7alal\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir selam verelim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belki d\u00fcnyay\u0131 hemen de\u011fi\u015ftiremeyiz\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama ayn\u0131 apartman da insan kalabiliriz.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Selamlar g\u00f6nl\u00fc g\u00fczel dostlar\u2026 Bazen durup d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum: Biz ne ara bu kadar kalabal\u0131k olup da bu kadar yaln\u0131z olduk? Eskiden apartman kap\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nca \u201cKim o?\u201d [more…]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":31506,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31504","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-gundem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31504","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31504"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31504\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31507,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31504\/revisions\/31507"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/31506"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31504"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31504"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31504"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}