{"id":24980,"date":"2024-07-08T13:49:31","date_gmt":"2024-07-08T10:49:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/?p=24980"},"modified":"2024-07-08T13:49:31","modified_gmt":"2024-07-08T10:49:31","slug":"iz-birak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/2024\/07\/08\/iz-birak\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0130Z BIRAK"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-code\"><code> \u0130z b\u0131rak, denizin yalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ince kumluklarda ilk y\u00fcr\u00fcyen sen ol ki bir anl\u0131k bile olsa izin kals\u0131n. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n izlerinde kimse kendi izini bulamaz. Cennetler kumluklar\u0131nda r\u00fczg\u00e2r silene kadar da olsa y\u00fcr\u00fc git, iz b\u0131rak. \u0130nsan\u0131n inan\u0131p da yapamayaca\u011f\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yoktur. Yeter ki insan kendini sevsin, kendine g\u00fcvensin; su, toprak, hava gibi do\u011fal olsun yeter.   \nTilkilerin ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f aldatmaya, kand\u0131rmaya, \u00e7almaya; kedilerin k\u00f6t\u00fc nam\u0131d\u0131r nank\u00f6rl\u00fck. E\u015fek e\u015fekli\u011fini, tilki tilkili\u011fini, kedi kedili\u011fini biliyor; hayvanlar, hayvanca ya\u015f\u0131yor. Ya insanlar, insanca ya\u015fayabiliyorlar m\u0131? Para, mevki, ihtiras i\u00e7inde d\u00fcnyay\u0131 sadece kendilerinden ibaret san\u0131yorlar. \u0130\u015fte insan\u0131n insanl\u0131k f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131. \u0130nsanda bir \u015fey varsa vard\u0131r, yoksa da yoktur. On be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken bir kamyonetti ula\u015f\u0131m arac\u0131m, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n markalar\u0131ndan \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u00fc benim i\u00e7in. Neptun Halil A\u011fa \u00e7iftli\u011findeki m\u00fcstesna tepe k\u00f6\u015fkte ya\u015f\u0131yorum ama bah\u00e7e i\u00e7indeki ah\u015fap kul\u00fcbeden farks\u0131z benim i\u00e7in. Yani var yok, yok var. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat, anlar\u0131m, zeybeklerim, imtihanlar\u0131m, okumalar\u0131m, yazmalar\u0131m, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerim... \u0130lk tiyatro denememde oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m mezarl\u0131ktaki hayalet karakteri, g\u00fcnl\u00fck hayatta onlarca \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde aniden ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan bir anormal insan hayaleti...  Asl\u0131nda bu benim ger\u00e7ek hayat\u0131m. Anormalliklerle dolu, s\u0131\u011fl\u0131klardaki s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 obruk, da\u011flar, bay\u0131rlar, \u00e7aylar... \n Bazen do\u011fruya ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in tersinden ba\u015flamal\u0131s\u0131n. Bazen de do\u011fru giderken ummad\u0131k, beklemedi\u011fin ve seni \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtan yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar \u00e7\u0131k\u0131verir kar\u015f\u0131na. Bir anda kendini bir s\u00fcr\u00fc terslikler ve yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131klarla bo\u011fu\u015furken bulursun. \u0130\u015fte bu durumda bile yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131n varsa g\u00f6r\u00fcp d\u00fczeltebiliyor, g\u00fcc\u00fcn ve imk\u00e2n\u0131n nispetinde yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131 d\u00fczelterek do\u011fruya ula\u015fmalar\u0131na katk\u0131da bulundu\u011funa inanarak, y\u0131lmadan, azimle istikbal hedefine ilerleyebiliyorsan i\u015fte budur senin ya\u015fam izlerin.\n  Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayat bana \" Anne ben b\u00f6yle insan istemiyorum, baba ben b\u00f6yle insanl\u0131k istemiyorum.\" dedirtti. Evet, hayat benim insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 la\u011fvetti. Kendimi insanlar taraf\u0131ndan silinmi\u015f, ak sa\u00e7l\u0131 edilmi\u015f, \u00fczg\u00fcn ve \u015foklar i\u00e7inde hissediyorum. Evet, kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131m bana b\u00f6yle insandan, b\u00f6yle insanl\u0131ktan \u00fcrk\u00fcnt\u00fc veriyor, beni y\u0131prat\u0131yor. \u0130\u015fte bu da bende hayat\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 iz. \u00d6ld\u00fckten sonra de\u011fer bilmek ne i\u015fe yarar, kime ne faydas\u0131 var? Meyvelerimin \u00e7ekirdekleri meyvelikler ye\u015fertsin, meyvelerini insanlar yesin, insanl\u0131kta izim kals\u0131n istedim. Tabiat\u0131n dengesiydi bu \u00f6zlemim. Yaranamad\u0131m ne \u00e7are...\n        NeHas Yazar Halil YILDIRIM<\/code><\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":24570,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24980","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24980","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24980"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24980\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24981,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24980\/revisions\/24981"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/24570"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24980"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24980"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24980"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}