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\u00d6nce \u201cNar Tanem Side\u201d kitab\u0131m\u0131 yorumlad\u0131, izinle yay\u0131mlad\u0131; takdire mazhar oldu. Ard\u0131ndan \u201cTepedeki Adam\u201d kitab\u0131m\u0131 yorumlad\u0131. \u00d6vg\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6n\u00fcl kitab\u0131na yazar oldu. Akabi beni iliklerime kadar yorumlayarak anlatt\u0131, yazd\u0131. Sevin\u00e7, gurur ve mutlulu\u011fuma mihenk ta\u015f\u0131 oldu. Hayat\u0131mda babamdan ve \u015fiirleriyle, mektuplar\u0131yla, makam izah\u0131yla, bestesiyle beni yorumlayan, anlatan \u00fcstad\u0131m Hayri Mumcu\u2019dan sonra Hidayet dostumun izah\u0131, yorumu, anlat\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015f tac\u0131m, onurum oldu. Ben s\u00f6ylemedim, kendili\u011finden oldu. Bu da sevginin ana mayas\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcl damlas\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Beni ben de\u011fil g\u00f6n\u00fclden, sevgi, sayg\u0131 y\u00fckl\u00fc, sayg\u0131nl\u0131kl\u0131 sevdi\u011fim, zamanlar i\u00e7inde anlar\u0131 dolu, y\u00fckl\u00fc y\u00fcrekle ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m dostlar\u0131m, abilerim, karde\u015flerim anlat\u0131yor. Beni, duygu ta\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla ak\u0131t\u0131p sevin\u00e7le yazd\u0131r\u0131yorlar. Bana y\u00fccelik makam\u0131, hayat ya\u015fam zenginli\u011fi bah\u015fediyorlar. \u00c7ok \u00f6zeldir bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7inden geldi\u011fince kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z sadece insan olduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in yaz\u0131ya nak\u015fedebilmek. \u0130nsan olma safl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, berrakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ayna tutmak, insan olmak, insan kalabilmek muhte\u015fem. Bunun serveti, sermayesi de i\u015fte bu kadar dosdo\u011fru, ger\u00e7ek, do\u011fal insanlarla insanca birlikte ya\u015fayabilmek. Bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k beklemeden, onu sevdi\u011fin bir \u015fey, bir yer, bir insani de\u011fer, do\u011fa, da\u011f, ova, \u00e7ay, g\u00f6l g\u00f6rebilmek. Bunu bir\u00e7oklar\u0131yla dillendiremedi\u011finden i\u00e7inden geldi\u011fince y\u00fcre\u011finin sesiyle, yaz\u0131yla \u00e7a\u011flayabilmek. Sevgi; s\u00f6zde de\u011fil kalbinin sesiyle, y\u00fcre\u011finle, nefesinle bu hayat\u0131n m\u00fcstesna paha bi\u00e7ilmez de\u011ferli zenginli\u011fidir. Sevgi hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inden gelen hayat damlalar\u0131d\u0131r. Bu paha bi\u00e7ilmez cevherin benzeri ancak nadidelere mahsustur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130ki g\u00fcn ge\u00e7ti aradan. Telefonla bu duygular\u0131 s\u00f6ylemek s\u0131\u011f kal\u0131yordu bu derya derinlikli insan de\u011ferine. \u0130ki g\u00fcn sab\u0131rla mayalad\u0131m i\u00e7imde. Bug\u00fcn tan \u015fafa\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde i\u00e7imin do\u011fal enginlerinden s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcverdi. \u00dcstelik k\u0131yam\u0131yorum bu duygular\u0131 yazmaya. G\u00f6klerde g\u00f6zlerim bulutlardan akan damlalar elim, nefesim. Hayat kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissederek seziyorum. Bir milletin \u00fclkesi, vatan\u0131 ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn do\u011fu\u015fu gibi insan hayat\u0131. \u201cOooovvv Hidayet!\u201d denir ancak i\u015fte bu sayg\u0131ya, sevgiye. Aferin! ile de ta\u00e7lan\u0131r s\u00f6yleyen s\u00f6yleten i\u00e7in bu ses. \u015eark\u0131lar\u0131n, t\u00fcrk\u00fclerin, bestelerin ana mayas\u0131, can suyu da i\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey olsa gerek. G\u00fcnler \u00f6nce beni evinde, yuvas\u0131nda ku\u015f s\u00fct\u00fcyle ba\u015f tac\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rlad\u0131 sevdi\u011fi, umudu, hayat yolda\u015f\u0131 Tenzile Han\u0131m ile. \u00dcstelik ben hi\u00e7bir \u015fey de vermedim Hidayet\u2019e beni benden ba\u015fka. Ho\u015f sedaya d\u00f6nd\u00fc b\u00f6ylece haleti ahvalim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gelece\u011fi de okuyabilirsin ya\u015fayan bu duygu seli, \u00e7a\u011flayan i\u00e7inde bir damla. Nar Tanem ilkimdi vesile buna. Zeytin Ada k\u00f6y\u00fc s\u0131rtlar\u0131nda buldum kendimi. Umuduyla \u0131rma\u011f\u0131yla denizi ve okyanusuyla yasland\u0131m bu yeni d\u00fcnyaya. Sa\u011fl\u0131ktan sonra hayat\u0131n s\u00fcrd\u00fcrebilir emek kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kendine g\u00fcvenen, kendini seven \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan her insan tedarik edebilir. Ancak akar de\u011feri olmayan, insan\u0131 insan eden bu t\u00fcr paha bi\u00e7ilmez Ooovvv, Aferin! alabilecek insan de\u011ferleri on y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde ancak berrak saf insan ya\u015fam\u0131yla kazan\u0131l\u0131r. Felsefe \u015fiir, edebiyat, kitap, tiyatro, beste resim, sanat; akar\u0131 en az olanlardand\u0131r ancak kal\u0131c\u0131 hayat\u0131n tarihleri, akan kaynaklar\u0131, do\u011fay\u0131 besleyen \u00e7ekirdeklidir. \u0130nsan olmak da b\u00f6yle bir \u015feydir. Mavi nurdan bir \u0131rmak veya Eski Dostlar \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 kal\u0131c\u0131 cevheri eserler insan kaynaklar\u0131d\u0131r. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z insan d\u00fc\u015flerinden do\u011fan ampul\u00fc, gemiyi, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 geli\u015ftiren icatlar\u0131 bulanlar kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k, takdir beklemedikleri i\u00e7in tarihin derinliklerine iz s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fler, adlar\u0131n\u0131 nesillere m\u0131h gibi kaz\u0131m\u0131\u015flard\u0131r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte Hidayet, bu saf insan olma berrakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, muhte\u015fem zenginli\u011fini anlat\u0131yor. Bunun kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131ndan, p\u0131rlantadan de\u011ferli. Hayat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnden kaynakl\u0131, iliklerinden s\u00fcz\u00fclen umutlu, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan azimli, hayal, ama\u00e7, hedef do\u011frultusunda akl\u0131n yolunda d\u00fc\u015flerle felsefenin do\u011fada bir b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc ge\u00e7mi\u015ften gelece\u011fe kaynak ger\u00e7eklerdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yaz\u0131yla anlatan Hidayet\u2019e vesile kayna\u011f\u0131 NeHaS Halil zenginli\u011fidir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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