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Al\u0131nmay\u0131n sak\u0131n k\u0131zg\u0131n, gergin, \u00f6fkeli gibi sitemk\u00e2rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kabahatin hepsi benim, \u00f6nce can deyip \u201chay\u0131r\u201d diyemedim sevdiklerime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0131cak bir yuvam olsun, davetkar ruhlu g\u00fczel sar\u0131ls\u0131n hayat\u0131ma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ko\u015fa ko\u015fa bir an \u00f6nce g\u00fcrleyerek g\u00fcleyim, sevin\u00e7le kar\u015f\u0131lanan yuvamda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sabah ayazda gece f\u0131rt\u0131nayla dalgalar\u0131n yalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sahil kumlukta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn i\u00e7inde g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme sard\u0131\u011f\u0131m kam\u0131\u015f yele\u011fime sar\u0131lay\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gecede \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmeden, yar\u0131ndan korkmadan karg\u0131 d\u00f6\u015fek, ot yorganda yatay\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elim uyu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n, kalbim s\u0131k\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n, burnun t\u0131kanmas\u0131n\u0131n nefesleneyim diledi\u011fimce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015famak istiyorum g\u00f6nl\u00fcmce; her halimle denetlemeden, d\u00fczeltmeden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sak\u0131nmak, \u00e7ekinmek istemiyorum; korkumdan, sevdi\u011fimden, benli\u011fimden, yarimden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Huzurlu g\u00fcvenli yuvam s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir ev, \u00e7a\u011flayan sular, denizler gibi seven.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oldu\u011fum, g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ke\u015fkem, yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131yla \u015farts\u0131z hayat arkada\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yoruldum safl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan, \u00f6nc\u00fcl\u00fckten, aldanmaktan, bencil g\u00f6r\u00fcnmekten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
NeHaS\u2019\u0131m asl\u0131nda ben; baba a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, can insan yolda\u015f\u0131, gen\u00e7li\u011fin ya\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Merakl\u0131 hal hat\u0131r soranlarla y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcm, nadir dinleyen anlayan buldu\u011fumda sevin\u00e7liyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zlerim g\u00f6n\u00fcl, duygu, saf his y\u00fckl\u00fc \u00f6zelde; anlams\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa t\u00fckendi takatim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sahil kum koy ada k\u0131y\u0131 kenar kayal\u0131klar\u0131 r\u00fczgarla so\u011fuk kuytular oldu yuvam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elindeki son kalemi sahil, deniz, kum koy k\u00f6\u015fkten sundu bir p\u0131nar g\u00f6zl\u00fc g\u00fczel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yosun kokan kayal\u0131kta deniz k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n alacakaranl\u0131kta gelip ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yla s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ufuktay\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ard\u0131ndaki dikenli kayal\u0131k s\u0131rtta umutlar ye\u015feriyor; yar\u0131n gelecek \u00f6zenli sevgi, sayg\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEn yak\u0131n sevdiklerimi ta\u015flad\u0131m, \u00e7alkalad\u0131m, var olup da ya\u015fam ba\u011flar\u0131mda gezindim. Tazelerim i\u00e7imi d\u00f6kerek. K\u0131rmak istemeden sevdiklerime kendimi tutamaz ak\u0131veririm. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle bazen \u00fc\u00e7 yirmi bir onu a\u015fm\u0131\u015f hayat y\u0131llar\u0131mda \u201chay\u0131r\u201d diyemediklerimin ceremesini \u00e7ekerim. Serilirim do\u011faya, ovaya, denize. Hava \u015fartlar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fim, yery\u00fcz\u00fc renklerim, \u00f6zg\u00fcr anlarla denklenirim.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Al\u0131nmay\u0131n sak\u0131n k\u0131zg\u0131n, gergin, \u00f6fkeli gibi sitemk\u00e2rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma. Kabahatin hepsi benim, \u00f6nce can deyip \u201chay\u0131r\u201d diyemedim sevdiklerime. S\u0131cak bir yuvam olsun, davetkar ruhlu g\u00fczel sar\u0131ls\u0131n hayat\u0131ma. [more…]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":21940,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21939","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21939","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21939"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21939\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21940"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21939"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21939"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21939"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
<\/em><\/strong>NeHas Yazar Halil Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"