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1926 y\u0131l\u0131nda yirmi alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken veremden \u00f6len annem b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131nda resim \u00e7ektirmedi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o zaman bizim ortam\u0131m\u0131zda, yeni ku\u015faklar pek \u015fa\u015facaklar belki de, resim \u00e7ektirmek g\u00fcnah say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z, askerlik gibi resmi i\u015fleri i\u00e7in erkekler vesikal\u0131k resim \u00e7ektirirlerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annem \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u00f6\u015fe\u011findeyken ben okudu\u011fum yat\u0131l\u0131 okuldan \u00e7oktan ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m; ama bunu annem de babam da bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6ncesinden, beni annemin yan\u0131na sokmuyorlard\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden bir g\u00fcn \u00f6nceydi. Annemi yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7erde konu\u00ad\u015fulanlar\u0131 dinliyordum. Annemin \u015fu s\u00f6zlerini duydum;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-O\u011flum yat\u0131l\u0131 okulda ya, art\u0131k g\u00f6zlerim a\u00e7\u0131k gitmeyece\u011fim… Oysa ben bir okul ka\u00e7a\u011f\u0131yd\u0131m. Paras\u0131z yat\u0131l\u0131 okuldan ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annemin bu s\u00f6zlerini duyunca, a\u011flayarak evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. O zaman on bir ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn de annem \u00f6ld\u00fc. Sesi hep kula\u011f\u0131mdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“- O\u011flum yat\u0131l\u0131 okulda ya, art\u0131k g\u00f6zlerim a\u00e7\u0131k gitmeyece\u011fim.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okumam\u0131n tek nedeni annemin bu s\u00f6zleriydi. B\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131mda anne\u00admin duyabildi\u011fim bu s\u00f6zleri kula\u011f\u0131mdan hi\u00e7 eksilmedi. Hep onun bu s\u00f6zleri\u00adni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Yaln\u0131z bunun i\u00e7in okudum, okula gitmenin yollar\u0131n\u0131 arad\u0131m. Onun s\u00f6zleri beni kam\u00e7\u0131lad\u0131. Yoksa, okul ka\u00e7k\u0131n\u0131 on bir ya\u015f\u0131ndaki ben, bir daha hi\u00e7 okula gidecek de\u011fildim. Beni okula g\u00f6ndermeye zorlayacak kimse de yoktu, yoksulduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc ki\u015fili\u011fimi, anneme, \u00f6zellikle annemin duydu\u011fum son s\u00f6zlerine bor\u00e7luyum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn anneler, annelerin en g\u00fczeli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sen, en g\u00fczellerin g\u00fczeli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnde evlendin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On be\u015finde beni do\u011furdun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yirmi alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015famadan \u00f6ld\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sevgi ta\u015fan bu y\u00fcre\u011fi sana bor\u00e7luyum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir resmin bile yok bende,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektirmek g\u00fcnaht\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne sinema seyrettin, ne tiyatro.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elektrik, havagaz\u0131, su, soba,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve karyola bile yoktu evinde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Denize giremedin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okuma yazma bilmedin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fczel g\u00f6zlerin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kara pe\u00e7enin arkas\u0131ndan bakt\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yirmi alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015famadan \u00f6ld\u00fcn…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anneler art\u0131k ya\u015famadan \u00f6lmeyecek…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00f6yle gelmi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama b\u00f6yle gitmeyecek!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
***** <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle.. Ne de g\u00fczel anlatm\u0131\u015f Rahmetli Aziz Nesin ..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ruhu cennet olsun..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fayan annelere bin selam.. Vefat edenlere Allahtan rahmet diliyorum..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haydi, kal\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131cakla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her \u015fey y\u00fcre\u011finize g\u00f6re olsun..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
HOPDED\u0130K
ANNE\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcreklere s\u0131\u011fmaz<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Koskocaman sevginin ad\u0131d\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anne..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mekan\u0131n cennet olsun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc devim benim..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
1926 y\u0131l\u0131nda yirmi alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken veremden \u00f6len annem b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131nda resim \u00e7ektirmedi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o zaman bizim ortam\u0131m\u0131zda, yeni ku\u015faklar pek \u015fa\u015facaklar belki de, resim \u00e7ektirmek [more…]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":20618,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20741","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20741","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20741"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20741\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20618"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20741"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20741"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akdenizhaber.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20741"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}